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Name: Jacqueline
Birthday: 10/3/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: health, fitness, sports, music, makeup, reading, coffee
Expertise: music and sports
Occupation: student


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MSN: j_acn@hotmail.com


Member Since: 5/1/2008

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I have a long long long long long way to go =)


Monday, October 19, 2009

The Right Thought plus the Right People
in the Right Environment at the Right Time
for the Right Reason = the Right Result

 

"Some men see things as they are and say, 'Why?' I dream of things that never were and say, 'Why not?'" - Robert F. Kennedy


It's getting worst. I'm getting out of control. Am I spoiling meself. Yes I am. I'm tooo cynical. I'm too negative. I allow myself to do stuff and create a whole bunch of excuses to cover myself up. Is this what i want myself to be? This is not it. God. Please help me. I need a transformation. I need you. It's more than i can handle myself. Please let me transform. Give me courage. Give me hope. Give me light again so i can see my path. I want to change. From now on, there's no such word as impossible in my head anymore. I believe it's possible in your hand. Anything is possible if i believe. I will say positive stuff. I'll stop thinking the negatives. I will fight with the devil. I need you with me God. I really do. You gave me wonderful family and friends, yet i still feel lonely. You gave me intelligence to finish university studys, yet i think i'm dumb all the time. Why do i keep asking for more? I should be content. Remove my fears. Remove my negative thoughts. Please.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

what's wrong with me? why is my emotion so unstable at this moment? it's like a hurricane inside my head. you knew she's not the right person to talk to from the beginning. why did you let her mess you up? is it really her problem or are you just frustrated with the situation, with yourself? calm down. think. take a deep breath ... now, consciously, i know the situation is very blurry. nothing's clear. everything is unsure, that's probably why i'm scared. you are doing the best of what you can right now. if you are already working hard, leave the rest to God. you know that's the best way to do it. realize she's never the right person to listen to. don't let her stir your emotion up. accept that's how she is while knowing who you are. don't lose yourself. you are in the middle of progress and i'm sure you know what that means.


Thursday, October 08, 2009

The lesson of being enlightened and fully conscious by accepting what IS and to surrender.



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